Live every moment like its your last

11 Dec 2009

Me: i don’t know what he loses by being romantic or showing feelings

Chris

hmmm thats a toughie

is he a alpha male type of fellow

Me:

nope more like of a doormat

Chris:

Pfff dude if you want a tough guy then I can assure you I am very much not that dude lol

Me:

lol im not looking for a tough guy

someone with an opinion or who can make a decision

he barely can do either of those

Chris:

but your an assertive chick

2 assertive ppl would clash

Me:

yeah but i like decision to be 50/50

Chris:

so what happens when you tell him this

Me:

he shrugs and says thats how he is

Chris:

bummer

how is he in the sack

just as submissive

is he naughty?

Me:

nope not really

its typically the same stuff

Chris:

well a few years and sometimes it gets like that

Me:

well its always been the same

Chris:

no hair pullin

ass smackin

bummer

Me:

ass grabbing

like in his mind he wants to try new stuff but he never executes

Chris:

dude maybe you should initiate

see if he responds

like bone him in your holloween outfit

Me:

i have done stuff like that and it works but i have to do all the work and tell him what i want

Chris:

tough situation

Me:

it is cause its more if we are right for each other kind of thing

Chris:

I dont know what to tell you, I mean you guys been together a long time, you live together

Me:

its scary, i hoped he would have evolved

how have you been dealing with the single life?

Chris:

lol just goin with the flow

School and friends keep me nice and occupied

so Im just doing what I need to do and that is that

Fact of the matter is I suck at being single, I suck at talking to girls and whatnot

James, mike and danny they may have game but I am mamaT

not the same cloth

Me:

well you talk to me just fine

Chris:

Well I met you and talk to you like a friend, we met in a casual setting just hanging out

I dunno something about a club just puts pressure to be a slick mo fo and im not that guy

Me:

i feel like meeting people in the club is a bad idea

Chris:

Ima guy I dont go out to dance

If I wanna cut loose, I do the air guitar in my room

crank up the volume and just jam in my mind

Me:

jamming at home is awesome

Chris:

Might be why I like guitar hero and rock band so much lol

Me:

i love those games because i love to sing

Chris:

oh man we gotta get you in james set up

We played two nights ago

Me:

i could bring my guitar so more people can play

Chris:

me him and tina

goin at it

Chris:

already covered playa

Me:

lol

so i finally got to play cod mw2 online

Chris:

lol really

how was it

Me:

pretty fun i totally suck

Chris:

every starts that way

youll get better

you learn little nitches ppl like to go to

Me:

i need to get more spec ops stuff done

Chris:

y?

Me:

trophies

Me:

do you have any pets

Chris:

my sister has two dogs

Me:

cool what kind of dogs

Chris:

well there is a mini yorki who we had for a while

likes to hump the other dog for whatever reason

then a larger dog i dont know what kind, but he always wants attention

gets in your face alot

Christina:

lol i have 4 cats and a rabbit

Chris:

Jesus

a zoo huh

Christina:

yup i use to work at one

Chris:

why so many

Christina:

i just love cats.

Chris:

tsk tsk tsk

dogs are so much cooler

Me:

boo

cats are cool too

Chris:

correction

kittens are cool

cats are wack

Me:

why are they wack

Chris:

cuz there not dogs

circular arguement

cant win lady

Me:

lol i wasn’t trying to

everyone has their own opinion

well almost everyone

Chris:

lol

ohhhh snap