Live every moment like its your last

11 Dec 2009

So as me and my boyfriend are in limbo I decided to tell Chris I like him because I am impatient. Since he didn’t show up for Wing Night I ended up texting him my feelings. I deleted most of the texts so my bf wouldn’t see them so this is all from memory.

Me: Well it might cheer you up to know this but I seriously like you.

Chris: Awwwww. that’s sweet. i think your awesome.

Me: lol I mean I want to date you

Chris: What the hell? You have a boyfriend.

Me: We are on the verge of breaking up.

Chris: Your messing with me aren’t you.

Me: No I really am not.

Chris: Well your with Anthony so we just stay friends.

Me: And if I was single?

Chris: I just got out of a 2 and half year relationship. I just want to be single right now

Chris: It’s nothing personal against you.

Chris: y?

Me: what’s the question?

Chris: Why are you breaking up?

Me: Alot of reasons. We are two totally different people. I am emotional and he’s a robot. I need someone that has emotions.

Chris: Well I hope you two can work it out cause breaking up sucks.

Me: Yeah it does. Thanks for being cool about this. I think you are awesome.

Chris: Thanks to you.

Me: what do you mean?

Chris: Well your fun to hang out with. Im glad I met you is what I mean.

Me: I’m really glad I met you.

So what I noticed out of this whole conversation is that 1) He never told me if he likes me in that way. 2) He did not totally turn me down.

Does this mean he might like more than a friend?