December 2009
25 posts
Ahhhhh I could just scream from how lost I am lately. I love my boyfriend and its like the other half of my heart is being occupied by Chris. I have to be thankful that my bf is very understanding and still with me. Crazy how he puts up with this even though we live together. So I don’t know what to think about when it comes to Chris.
I was all nervous last week that telling him I like him...
Me: i don’t know what he loses by being romantic or showing feelings
Chris
hmmm thats a toughie
is he a alpha male type of fellow
Me:
nope more like of a doormat
Chris:
Pfff dude if you want a tough guy then I can assure you I am very much not that dude lol
Me:
lol im not looking for a tough guy
someone with an opinion or who can make a decision
he barely can do either of those
...
So as me and my boyfriend are in limbo I decided to tell Chris I like him because I am impatient. Since he didn’t show up for Wing Night I ended up texting him my feelings. I deleted most of the texts so my bf wouldn’t see them so this is all from memory.
Me: Well it might cheer you up to know this but I seriously like you.
Chris: Awwwww. that’s sweet. i think your awesome.
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Me and my boyfriend are on the verge of breaking up. He said we could be roommates. I dunno. Today I’m going to tell Chris I like him and see where it will go. I knew this would get really complicated. I dunno what path I want to choose or if there is even a second path available.
Chris and his girlfriend broke up. Could my chance be coming so quickly. Things are getting complicated real quick.
These lyrics explain my life right now
Boy we’ve had a real good time And i wish you the best On your way, eh eh
I didn’t mean to hurt you I never thought we’d fall Out of place, eh eh
I have something that i love long long But my friends keepa’ tellin’ me That something’s wrong Then i met someone And eh, there’s nothing else i can say
Eh eh, eh eh There’s nothing else i can say Eh eh,...
You Can't Make Them Love You
this is beautifully written
fuckyeahhlove:
He is beautiful, new, unexplored. He has wanted to kiss her ever since they met one week ago and fell prey to helpless chemistry. “Don’t,” she says, moving her hands in a subconscious “yes” pattern along his arm as he rubs his cheek against hers. “You don’t even know my favourite colour.” The wind cuts through her thin jacket, and his chest is so...
Wing Tuesday
So yesterday was my first wing tuesday event at buffalo wild wings. Chris was telling me what time he would get there and I was the first of the bunch to arrive. Mainly because if I left any later than my boyfriend would be able to come and I did not want that. Emily was the second to arrive followed by Chris. I was hoping he would sit next to me but instead he sat next to emily. Once a party...
Ok so this is my girly moment. HE TEXTED ME! lol. Thank god he is back from Hawaii. I need him like a breath of fresh air with all the crap going on in my life.
